By: Jana Greene
Have you ever heard the expression: “Sometimes you are the dog and sometimes you are the fire hydrant”? Sometimes you feel as if you are in control and other times? Well, you are stuck in a bad place, feeling helpless.
Yesterday was a mixed bag for me, for instance.
BAD: Sick with sinus issues…again.
GOOD: The doctor finally gave me antibiotics –the kind that might actually work!
BAD: the cat continually tried to sit on my keyboard when I was trying to work.
GOOD: Hey, the cat was not completely ignoring me, nor plotting my imminent death!
BAD: I yelled at my kids, enthusiastically.
GOOD: I apologized to them for losing my temper and enjoyed the forgiveness hugs.
BAD: Got cut off in traffic.
Actually, no good came of that particular situation.
BAD: Overdue fine of $1.60 at the library.
GOOD: Happened across Stephen Colbert’s new book while paying the fine! My seventeen-year-old daughter read some especially funny parts to me whilst I was driving home. We both laughed so hard that we cried, and that’s always good.
If attitude is really 90% of any given problem, I really need to work on my numbers. Because good and bad stuff will happen to me, and good and bad stuff will happen because of my own actions or inaction.
It helps me to remember that the same man who wrote two-thirds of the New Testament of the Bible struggled with the same issues we do today. It is never a surprise to God when we are “all over the map”.
“It happens so regularly that it’s predictable. The moment I decide to do good, sin is there to trip me up. I truly delight in God’s commands, but it’s pretty obvious that not all of me joins in that delight. Parts of me covertly rebel, and just when I least expect it, they take charge.
“I’ve tried everything and nothing helps. I’m at the end of my rope. Is there no one who can do anything for me? Isn’t that the real question?
The answer, thank God, is that Jesus Christ can and does. He acted to set things right in this life of contradictions where I want to serve God with all my heart and mind, but am pulled by the influence of sin to do something totally different.” – Apostle Paul, Romans 7:21-25 (The Message)
My thought life is similar and my attitude? Always in flux. But I’m working on it.
BAD: I am a sinner – and like the Apostle Paul, often do, say and think what I shouldn’t.
GOOD: God is full of mercy and grace, and sees me through the filter of His Son.
Most days are a mixed bag, are they not? It is so easy to label the days of our lives as a good or bad one, depending on the good/bad experience tally of any given timeframe. It’s nice to know that although I cannot be consistent to save my life (literally), God is the same yesterday and today – all day long.